im a university student now!!!! isn't that freaking wild??

i know i haven't posted in a while, forgive me. i got so busy after june with work and school and suddenly, september came and i thought of grandioseguy and hopped back on. im currently writing this entry while waiting for a class to begin.

i'm not exactly what i want to be doing in college so plz forego those kinds of questions. i wish i knew too but i'm just here the first year to kinda figure it all out! hahaha. i can tell you guys what i do enjoy though. movies, walking, music. same ol' me. happy end of september. here's to many more

wish i could write more but there really isn’t much i need to say. i’m just living life.

i study, work, have some laughs with my siblings, read, exercise, cook, all that fun stuff.

sometimes i sit myself down and try to write about things that are going on with me. i try to write about personal issues to unscramble my feelings about them but i always leave those docs unfinished. i don’t like that i can’t figure out my own self and end up frustrated at the end of the night. oh well. i need some more time to think

been avoiding my antidepressants cuz i’ve been depressed but i realized to not be depressed, i should probably take it. so i did.

anyways i got into this new band called brandnew. listened to their first album at school and it’s pretty decent! really into that whole vibe of white boys singing their hearts out by screaming into the mic while the guitarist shreds in the background. did i ever tell you i’m a fan of mcr’s first album, i brought you my bullets, you brought me your love. yeahh

trying to get off twitter but its so hard…. made a decision to deactivate my twt account but im back on a different account so [CHALLENGE FAILED]. besides that though ive been watching movies and reading this 800+ page book. its called a little life by hanya yanagihara. the friendship in there is beautiful and i’m prepared for whatever bombshells they’re gonna throw me.

said i was prepared. not sure if im actually prepared though. i read an in-depth summary of the book awhile ago and man..! it was fucked up. people describe it as torture porn. i can’t say "i hope not" no theres multiple accounts attesting to this. aw man. i’m already 100 pages in. i’ll form my opinion and let you guys know

grandioseguy signing off

life is kinda epic guys!

my depression has taken a trip to the bahamas and wont be back for awhile (which i cheer very loudly for!) im not always happy but i do maintain a very hopeful mood because of the new year. its a new beginning

so, what have i done that’s changing my life? well i’ve been keeping myself busy! ive started reading again. i realized i dont always need to stick to serious books or the classics. i can read a silly little book or whatever i want so i did just that a few weeks ago! i bought this book called dungeons and drama and its a ya (?) romance book. it kept me very entertained that i completed it within three days of purchase. im reading the secret history by donna tartt right now and its keeping me on my toes!! super good i recommend everyone read it

ive been listening to less and less music but thats ok. i think i tend to care less about music when im trying to focus on my surroundings and stay engaged with the outside world. its pretty awesome

ive started working out! bought this switch game that keeps me active im breaking out a sweat 20 mins in. regardless of if im working 5 or 30 mins, i still pat myself on the back for what i do.

again, life is awesome. glad im here!!!!!

got my bass earlier this year. i think it was in february that i decided on a whim i would learn how to play bass. all i had was 200 dollars and a dream…

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