life update (positive) (im doing ok)

been avoiding my antidepressants cuz i’ve been depressed but i realized to not be depressed, i should probably take it. so i did.

anyways i got into this new band called brandnew. listened to their first album at school and it’s pretty decent! really into that whole vibe of white boys singing their hearts out by screaming into the mic while the guitarist shreds in the background. did i ever tell you i’m a fan of mcr’s first album, i brought you my bullets, you brought me your love. yeahh

trying to get off twitter but its so hard…. made a decision to deactivate my twt account but im back on a different account so [CHALLENGE FAILED]. besides that though ive been watching movies and reading this 800+ page book. its called a little life by hanya yanagihara. the friendship in there is beautiful and i’m prepared for whatever bombshells they’re gonna throw me.

said i was prepared. not sure if im actually prepared though. i read an in-depth summary of the book awhile ago and man..! it was fucked up. people describe it as torture porn. i can’t say "i hope not" no theres multiple accounts attesting to this. aw man. i’m already 100 pages in. i’ll form my opinion and let you guys know

grandioseguy signing off